So much Pain..

The impassioned pain,

I feel in every breath.

Am I dead, still alive,walking!

It feels like there is no cure,no way!!

To ever feel anything never again!

Does it ever get better!

Strange!! to feel more pain seems solace!

Have I gone Crazy Intoxicated by my agony !!

Running so deep and right through my soul!

God I think I will Explode!!

Are you testing to see how much I can endure?
This time it's off limit,

So much sorrow you cannot endure!!

God I know soon I will explode!

Courage

I felt strong and thought of me as being Courageous

In adversity!!

But the illusion is broken and truth reveled

Here I am sitting paralysed with my pain!!

Unable to move or make my heart feel anything!

I wonder what happened to the courage.

What a mockery of me, my belief!!

That Life had to be this!

What I believed of me is not true anymore!

I cannot know me completely unless I know what

Happened to you? Judging by seeing anything from a distance!!

Is the biggest mockery of human intelligence!

I cannot know you from your image.

I need to feel you to know you!!

Witness situations you have gone through!

Before I pass judgments!

Else I will only reach an illusion of knowing you!!

The image not the person behind it!
Courage is the ability to seek truth, reality!!