Behind me...

I find me behind me somewhere hidden in spent time
Moments gone by.
I find me a different me from then and now standing in today here.

Change is the name of the game you accept
Or it forces itself upon thee.
Difficulties and troubles in a way define me, 
the new today's me.
I find me behind me somewhere hidden in spent time
Moments gone by define me.

Creating the picture of life day by day
As a child it capsized me, 
being big felt so far away.
In youth I felt time is eternity.
Now  I am defined by it and know 
How these moments are creating the future me.
Running behind or before it is otiose.

Because I lived you

I saw a body one day,
Lying lifelessly in the pool,
From my balcony.

I saw expensive Jewelry on it,
but nobody cared for it!

I saw real good clothes on it,
but were serving no purpose of hiding it.
I wondered who is it?

Saw no one around to worry,
But me, stranger standing in my Balcony.
Life ended in a lonely moment,

None of the possessions could buy it's dignity.
Living it was a mother, a daughter.
So many other things, but now just a body.

I wondered where is the love that surrounded it living?.
What about the relations she was intertwined in her journey.
I'm flabbergast, where is her dignity?

Strangers struggling to pull her out, not a single emotion.
but disconcert to just get her out of public view.
She was moved shortly and so was I deep inside me.

I wish all to possess dignity in they death.
No matter how and when.
If one soul ever felt fondness for me.
Show me thy respect!

That will be my appellation for living
And my dignity!!