The Truth Is.....as it is

A lingering thought behind my crooked mind,

Playing with my heart all the while.
Raining eyes seems solace!!
AH..The piercing of the lingering thought!!

The dancing emotions in my heart!

A lingering thought deep behind

Free me cause I need to be living!!

Giving a piece of Life to all things surrounding.
Buck up, forget the Lingering thought!!

Is it worth it?

Living and Giving is The GAME of LIFE!!

Forget the Lingering thought!

Let me get Living and being !

Do I get to choose

To be happy or to not to be!

Being happy is it from with in?

Or things surrounding me?

I think it is a felony!

No body can be forever Happy!

we cannot control 

The inner lucid world
and what surrounds us?
isn't being happy 

a moment alone
it is a felony to want it?

Do I want to be Happy?

Crazy but no, It's but just a moment.

Which for sure is gonna pass by?

Just like the other ones?

My base should be serenity?

Truth behind me?

That I think will sustain?
I quit seeking happiness.