Thursday, October 25, 2018

Strange.......














Longings fill me so deep
And on an impulse
I feel like escaping
Running far from
Thy gaze, cause it seems
You can see me from within

It feels unbelievably strange
Maybe an eccentric attraction
I simply cannot explain.
Silently, aren’t we communicating?

Am I contemplating things?
Is this even real or mind’s
Playing its dreadful games
How does someone know?
What to make out of this invisible play?

Why do I skip a heartbeat?
Why can’t I keep up with usual pretence?
This constant conflict within
Heart believes it is reality, mind is busy weighing
The signs, searching for a gesture
An act of valour, reaching me!


Wednesday, October 24, 2018

A note to my younger self……



















When you fall for a man
Who cannot love you?
You choose a path of no return
Cause the more you love him
The more you would want to
Make him love you back

The more you want him to love you
The harder you will try
To please an unworthy man
Cause a worthy man
Would love both, you and your flaws

When you fall for an unworthy man
You will have to try hard to be accepted
Finally reaching a place, where you will loose
The sight of real you, living with unknown fears
This can really torment your tender heart.

Loving is a solemn act, and it begins with you
Love is the truth hidden beneath your wildest fears
Love is the bitter taste of failure after your toughest wars
Love is the realisation that you still can carry on
Love is the fact that no failure is final…

Love is the admiration in the eyes of onlookers
Love is the strength you protrude after you endure
Love is accepting your worst failures and moving on

Loving is accepting yourself just the way you are
With lean-fat body, dark- light skin, tall-short stature,
Or anything, simply accepting - the way you are!
Loving somebody is a journey beginning with loving yourself
How can you love somebody when you can’t love you?

And when you find the perfect way to accept 'you'
The only way to love somebody is to accept whomever you choose
With whole of you and grow together each day
Holding hands with glee and encouragement


Loving is a sweet surrender where  no ego subsists
And the boundaries between you and me do not exist
It’s trust, respect and a whole lot of meaning
You begin understanding each other's  heart
And you protect, support and nourish each other’s souls.



“Don't strive for love, be it.”- Hugh Parther Notes to Myself: My Struggle to Become a Person